I absolutely have not been feeling well lately. I have actually been sick since Saturday afternoon and am currently trying to get over a wicked sinus infection or cold (?). But I have also felt like I am really isolated from everyone. I really want to be a good friend, partner, mom and whatever else I am suppose to be, I just don't want to sacrifice any of "me". I am currently looking for a compromise situation. Something that will make me happy and help with the relationships in my life. What I got going now, doesn't seem to be working. (However, a part of me wants to scream that people also need to give a little and be willing to see my side of things - which, truthfully, seems to be what I am struggling with).
Things I would like to achieve:
- Be a better friend
- Be a better do-er
- Organize (thoughts, possessions, chores...)
- Help develop a well rounded individual
- Set and REACH goals
- Be nicer
- Compromise more
- Do things for the greater good
- Learn to appreciate people for who they are, not what I expect them to be
- Be less open (emotionally)
- Set a good example
- Lay the right foundations
- Ask for help
- Appreciate help
- Grow, mend and give back
Lot's of things to work on. At least Matt and I are back to normal. I even can't wait for him to be around and, lately, have REALLY been wanting to cuddle (so not me!). But, of course, I have been sick and I tend to get that way when I am not feeling too great. (But there is also the this very important issue of not making the bread winner sick *wink*).
I just want you to know that if you have been feeling the cold shoulder lately, things are on the up-and-up. The Sun is coming out!!
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